I had to laugh, while I was in the hospital; somehow I was forced into a substance abuse program. I had to admit that I have over indulged a few times in my life so, why not? I mean I went the the number 1 party school in the nation, which is why I dropped out of that univesity. Someone got the idea I was an alcoholic and told my doctors which screwed up my diagnosis and almost cost me my life... wrong medication for the wrong diagnosis. Scared me to death..
If you honsestly answer questions on an AA pamphlet, most people would qualify as alcoholic. A doctor finally clarified that for me. He advised me get out of AA as it did not pertain to me. Moderation, and with knowledge of my disorder it all made sense. When your 'manic' 180 blood pressure and no drugs in your systems and you haven't slept in weeks, a few drinks didn't seem like a bad idea. But that's what Bipolar is. You reach for the nearest sedative or stimulant to even the mood. Its not a complicated equation. most people would fall in that catagory of a alcoholic if they answered AA brochures honestly - Reflect on New Years, Weddings, BBQ's, College, Nightclubbing etc.) I stopped over indulging years ago. Besides I can't drink anyway, I'm a lightweight; generally I get real sleepy and want to curl up and go to sleep. What a party animal!
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