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I hope you are doing better today. I worry about you when you are sad and then disappear. I hope you are feeling better.

me too.............

fluffy

Quirky is always on here by now. I haven't even seen her on MSN.

i'm sure is doing ok....i guess she is having one those days where she doesn't want to socialize. everyone tends to have those days.

hhhmmm..............geez i hope so..........

fluffy

Can't get her on the phone.....it goes to the voice mail. I wish I had her grandma's phone number. C'mon Jill, don't be down for that fucking friend. WE love you.
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ok She's fine....at home reading. Phew!

ok..........

I apologize. I've been sleeping and just vegging for a couple of days. I didn't want to worry anyone...I also felt like I had the crap kicked out of me. I don't know what makes people mean at times and it hurts worse when you've never been anything but kind. It's like you're on a teetertotter and one moment the world seems like a good place to be and then the next instant you lose faith in the rest of humanity.

I don't cry very much. I should probably cry more. I think I've done a month's worth these past two days.

Again, I'm sorry I worried you. You guys are awesomely kind.

I was going to call 911.....you said you almost NEver cry. Get out of the house more often...anywhere!

It's true I almost never cry. That's not neccessarily normal. I cook instead.

........hhmm........i'm not a cry-baby but i find that really beautiful or special stuff sets me off ....... like sunsets, beautiful scenery or music......but it's healthy to be in touch with that side .......it can be really cathartic y'know........ .........

fluffy

fluffy wrote: ........hhmm........i'm not a cry-baby but i find that really beautiful or special stuff sets me off ....... like sunsets, beautiful scenery or music......but it's healthy to be in touch with that side .......it can be really cathartic y'know........ .........

fluffy

That's a different kind of crying, though.

This was a torrent of bundled up stress and sadness I've been carrying around for awhile.

And part of it was anger. I don't get angry with people and some people deserve it.

I have no doubt if I see my friend around town, my middle right finger is preprogrammed to shoot up in the air in his direction.

don't even waste the energy..........hold your head up and look away...............

fluffy

fluffy wrote:don't even waste the energy..........hold your head up and look away...............

fluffy

That's what I would usually do. But he deserves something special.